Baby

Sometimes it doesn't seem real that I'll be having a baby. I never imagined I would be a mother. Even though The father is not around I did love him and I don't regret things happening The way they did. Miracles and blessings don't have a timetable. They are very much unexpected. The only thing I regret is that he doesn't feel The same. It is true dreams are more frequent and more vivid during pregnancy. I dream just about every night and sometimes two or three dreams a night. Hate when I dream about him. Sadly he didn't take The time to really get to know me and maybe he didn't want to. I do get sad there is no one here to be happy with me about The baby. All The doctor,appointments I'll have to go to alone . Mostly The delivery I'll have to face alone. Despite that nothing changes The fact I'm happy and June 20th seems so far away. :)