○ No need to prove a thing ○

I don't find the need anymore to prove anything to anyone. My journey has been long but it is not over and I have defiantly not given up on my dreams and hopes. Even when everything seems like it is a mess I know that I can overcome it. Simply daily changes and taking things one day at a time are what's going to get me where I need to be. I promise you that when I am there I will not be talking to my own family anymore. On a daily basis I am told what a loser I am and that I suck because I have no career. I am told that I am hated and made to feel like a failure. From now on I will no longer let these comments aggravate me or make me cry. When situations arise where I am being yelled at and put down I will do whatever necessary to remove myself from the situation. I will no longer let anyone or anything stand in the way of my goals. I have let people have control over me for way to long. Your own family is supposed to support you. Not constantly make you not even want to ever speak to the them again. Thank goodness there are still other family members and good friends who give me inspiration. I am on the journey to finding inner peace and establishing my place in this life. Pent up frustration and years of nothing but heartbreak have really taken a toll on my life. It has caused me to fall off the path that I had set out for myself. I know that I am the only one who can save myself. I am the only one who can turn it all around. It is still worth saving and able to be saved and that is a blessing. I can still turn my health around. I can still finally graduate from school. Someone came into my life that makes me realize that no one should have control over your emotions. People are not all the same. You cannot constantly think that something negative is going on just because you have been conditioned to think that way. As long as there is life there is hope.