Hello 2015

I could not be more happier to go into 2015! This year holds a lot of promise for me and my son. I really hope to pass the certification exam so I can start working towards opening my studio in 2016. I am also ready to purchase my very own car after taxes arrive. I haven't had a car in so long I can't remember and purchasing one by myself will be a great accomplishment for myself. I also plan on writing more blogs this year. I don't want to forget anything about raising my son and our adventures. I plan to take more time for the little things this year and try to balance all of my obligations while always placing my son first. He will not be little forever and I would rather enjoy this time and put other things off for later than look back and regret not spending the time while I had it. It isn't easy at times to go to school at Sullivan, personal training and raise a child but I am managing well. My plan is to start getting up two hours earlier than him and get a jump start on everything. Who needs sleep anyway right? Lots of people are saying they hope they find love in 2015. Well not me. It isn't in my plan anymore to have a relationship. If it happens it happens but I never need that to be secure or happy. I certainly will never chase anyone again. The men in my past have not left me bitter so to speak but have taught me that if you are not valued do not even bother. So many people think that having a relationship will solve all of their problems. They can't be happy being single and that is not healthy. I am content where I am at and the only thing I am worried about is having a career and my son. I want to be successful and be comfortable and then maybe I will date. Like I've said my feelings would not be hurt if it were just me and my son forever. Life has a different meaning for me now and things that were important to me once aren't anymore. I truly enjoy being around my son and I don't mind not having a social life. Some people imply that you have to have one of those to be happy. My happiness is being around my child and not out with people drinking and wasting money. I would much rather spend money on him than on a night out. Things change and once they change you don't ever feel the need to go back. I am happy I don't live life the way I use to live and I don't feel sorry for people anymore that do. It is up to you to decide you want better for your life and make the steps necessary to change. I can't get another job isn't an excuse for me. I can't make the money I am making isn't an excuse. Get over the fact that you think you need money to make it. If someone really wants a change they would rather work three jobs than go back to the old ways. A lot of people would rather make excuses and keep taking money however they have to get it than to be responsible and actually get a real job. Being in a job that poisons everything around you including yourself isn't worth any amount of money. I am happy with the group of people I took into 2015 with me and I know that they are true friends and not people just wanting to be nosy. So excited for 2015 and I can't wait to see what this year brings.